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thanks for the follow!

how are you?

I am very tired right now. Stressing out and having a cig since my head is pounding. How about you?

ugh. me too. [except the cig. not old enough, though, i’ll admit, i like emm.]
so overwhelmed at the moment. err, well this week.

yeah dude, same here. I was out of school for like three days and I got so much stuff to make up, and when I try and do it I fall asleep! It’s very annoying. I’m not old enough yet to buy my own cigs, but I know lots of people that can :D

hah, nice. i sneak out and smoke with friends sometimes.
just not too often, i don’t wanna be too dependent on it.
that and my parents can be superr strict. so if they were to find out,
eeee. i’d be wayyy screwed.
yeah, i tend to fall asleep when homework needs to be done.
lately i’ve been good(ish) about it though.
i’m just stressing over bf drama.
were together for a year, and suddenly he splits with me, just to say he wants to get back together. [extreeeeemly condenced story for what really happened.]

p.s. dude. you are way chill. love it. :]

haha thank you! Well, boy drama is mad dumb. I’m gay, but I did have boyfriends in the past and I’m glad I’m done with that bullshit. I would totally not go back out with him, just to piss him off. :P but I don’t know if you’re like that. just don’t let him fuck you over again. Cause that ain’t cool.

ugh. really wish i could. he has done stuff since the beginning. but, i’m pretty much the best person at screwing my life over. and, i’ll admit, i really miss him.

lucky, wish i was done with this crap.

You’re the best person at screwing your life over, because you’re the only one that can. Just follow your heart, it might not be the best advice, but I think it’s worth it. Make sure you do what you think is best.

mmmmmm, smart. trying too. thanks so much. :]

you’re welcome. I really love talking to people about this stuff. I have many things I want to do, and one being a therapist/psychologist whatever. lol. And if things are overwhelming, just stop doing everything, and listen to music. That’s what I do. I listen to Boats and Birds by Gregory and the Hawk. That calms me down sooo much. I also write alot of poetry and rants to get stuff out too.

sweet. i’ve concidered going into something like that, still not sure.
i like to write too. it really does help. binders full. :]
music’s great too. i think i’m gunna look up who you just said.
[love finding new bands.]
the spill canvas usually calms me down. or anything acoustic.

o0o0o I love The Spill Canvas! :D

yayy! someone that knows of them. AND likes them!
i must say, you really are amazing! :D

Thanks, you’re pretty chill too. And that song I told you about is me and my wife’s song. :D That’s why it calms me down so much.

listening to it now. it really does calm me down. ahh, like, reallyy well. :]
(sighs in content, lol)
that’s so sweet. how long have ya’ll been?

well, we aren’t really married, but we are on facebook! lol. i’ve known her for a month almost. she’s amazing. That one word can’t even describe her enough. I’d have to write a very long composition to describe how amazing she is.

:D yay! sounds too perfecttt. best of luck to you two!
maybe, you should write about it.
i’m sure it’d be the best most uplifting thing for anyone to read ever. :]

i write about her all the time. If I ever do, it always begins with me soleil… because she’s my sunshine. My life was so dismal until I met her. Now it’s not so much :D

oahh! just hearing (err, well, reading) about you and her makes me so happy! :DDD  how’d ya’ll meet?

lol, facebook. She lives a few states away. “Land sucks” I always wish she was here. Every minute.

nice. facebook. i alwayss forget i even have one. but that’s cool. and cutee. :]

YEAHHH. And I have to say this is a majorly long blog. People must be wicked annoyed by this. I know I’d be lol.

 hah, yeah. you can go if you’d like, or we could talk on my other tumblr. lol.
startingover. made it cause i wanted to start over. heh.